By: Devin O’Connor
Hineni, Dar Dowling’s new film, is set to make its Israeli premiere at TLVFest in Tel Aviv, a renowned international LGBT film festival and the perfect stage for a documentary that delves deep into themes of transformation, identity, and faith. Dowling expressed her excitement, saying, “I was absolutely thrilled when I heard the news! TLVFest is such an important international LGBT film festival, and having Hineni premiere there feels like the perfect fit.” In an era where stories like this are more vital than ever, Hineni emerges as a beacon of hope and understanding. This documentary transcends the cinematic experience, inviting viewers into the intimate journey of Moshe, a Transman whose path to converting to conservative Judaism is both deeply personal and universally resonant. Through rare footage and insightful interviews, Dowling crafts a narrative that is as enlightening as it is engaging.
What sets Hineni apart is its subject matter and its passion and commitment, which are evident in every frame. When asked about the inception of this project, Dowling recalls the moment Moshe shared his decision to convert. “I heard myself say—we should make a film about it,” Dowling recounts, immediately recognizing the profound story ahead. It was Moshe’s unwavering dedication that struck a chord with Dowling, alongside the pioneering exploration of what it means to be a transman embracing Judaism.
The timing of this narrative couldn’t be more pertinent, and its Israeli premiere adds an extra layer of significance. Dowling emphasizes that Hineni speaks to the essence of being true to oneself amidst societal challenges. The film showcases not just Moshe’s courage but also illuminates what can be achieved with conviction and belief in oneself. It’s a testament to individuality and faith that promises to inspire viewers to pursue their truths with equal fervor.
Creating Hineni was also a journey of discovery for Dowling personally. The process underscored the power of community—a theme central to the documentary. Witnessing firsthand how individuals rallied around Moshe’s conversion reaffirmed Dowling’s belief in humanity’s capacity for kindness and support. Particularly touching for Dowling was the scene following Moshe’s conversion, when the rabbis sing welcoming him into their community, encapsulating joyous acceptance.
However, capturing these moments came with its own set of challenges. For Dowling, maintaining intimacy during interviews while managing technical logistics presented significant hurdles—a minimalist approach meant navigating technological complexities single-handedly at times. Yet these challenges were surmountable thanks to collaborative efforts behind the scenes and in post-production, showcasing teamwork’s pivotal role in bringing such intricate stories to light.
Living in the digital age has markedly influenced Dowling’s filmmaking process. With advancements in technology and streaming platforms alongside social media’s reach, storytelling has transformed dramatically. “I love being a filmmaker now,” says Dowling, appreciating how digital innovations have enriched narrative possibilities—making films like ‘Hineni’ feasible.
For those eager to explore Dar Dowling’s groundbreaking work, including Hineni, more information is available on her website. There, you’ll find not only details on Hineni but also insights into her other visionary projects, including Hey Mom, What’s Sex, Double Take, and By Any Means. All of these projects aim to shed light on untold stories through powerful cinematography and poignant storytelling.
Published by: Khy Talara